The depths

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I feel everything
And anything
So deeply it is like a never-ending abyss
It pulls me in
Kicking and screaming
Or ‘happily’ conceding
and the encompassing darkness and pain is all I know

I feel nothing
nothing at all
Though there is pain or joy to be felt
I am like stone,
knowing not the difference
I wonder at it- If I did indeed have a heart
For even in its absolute-whatever is to be felt,
I feel nothing

I feel everything
So deeply it becomes the liquid that flows through my veins
I feel nothing
at all
So numb and ‘unscathed’, I might be but a ghost,
a ghost and one lacking in a heart

I feel everything and nothing
One day
And a different day
And simultaneously